Hmmm

Well i'm in my room Digitalising my tapes, Watching Phoenix nights, Just watched East Is East (didn't put that on dvd tho) and watched the Adam and Joe Show. Im also going to do a DVD full of adverts.

Been out with Caroline for valentines Day, We went to Wetherspoons for a meal and a drink. She left over the Tipsy after downing Sambucas and Taquilas and a cocktail i'd created. I would of loved to do more with her (I didnt mean it like that... Dirty Minds) But i havn't got the money... And she wasn't in a good mood with me today, Poor Thing :(

I told her that on Saturday I'd be watching "Hot Fuzz" at the cinema. I saw the trails on the internet and TV and found out theres screening on Valentines day, I asked her if she wanted to go and watch that, she said "I'm not bothered" and got the feeling that she might not like that cos it's more of a lads movie, and i wasn't too keen on what she wanted to watch, so i asked her for some suggestions "I Dunno... What do you wanna do"she says. I say "Well i'm asking you what you wanna do" Followed by "I Dunno, What are we doing about shopping tomorrow" So i tell her what my dad said "Going to tescos in the morning, then My Brother Mat is coming round about 4/5 oclock.. She Suggested that we go to the pub for a meal and i said "about 8 then?" And she said ok and told her that it's our day together all day today as i'd been rather busy lately with the computer.

So the 14th comes along, and we go shopping, get home around 3 then go to the shop, and at about half 4 bump into Mat and Andrew on the way home... And then i Get told... "We're not watching that on saturday now cos it's on today, Come with us today! "I said i would if i didn't say to Caroline it was our day together today" They are all "Ahh jonk come on" and "You were going to go today anyway" (I told him the day b4 that it was on at the cinema on the 14th and was thinking about going but not sure) and like them being like they are, they tell me that they are going NOW and want ME to come.

So we were hanging around mine for ages, and the movie was supposed to start at 5:30 and i am telling them over 60 million times "NOT TODAY... TOMORROW" They say No they are busy tomorrow and "Just go today, you was anyway" "No, look, Change a plans, plans a change, and i'm not going" and go to caroline for support.

"They want me to go to the cinema, the movies at 5:30 (It was 5:00 by then) and i'm spending the day with you today, Do you want me to stay here, or go with them?" "Not bothered, Go with them if u want" She says. "But i want to stay with you" I say and she says"well if you want to go, go with them" With a Face on as in to say "But i want you here". i told the other 2 that the signals she was giving was for me to stay, but she still wouldnt say to them that she wanted me there!!! So i said to her "Tell me what you want me to do!" "I'm not bothered... THROW ME A FRICKIN' BONE HERE! I wanted her to actually say to them "I Want him here" but Nope "Go with them if you want to see the movie" "But i want to be with you" i say "Go with them if you want to see the movie" (We go on like this for 20 minutes) Then the other two say "Jonk She said you can go" Then i say "Yeah but what she says and what she means is 2 different things" "No Jonk, Come On she said you can go". The other 2 are getting verry angry, it's 5:30 and they think they'll get in still (Cinema's 15 mins away) because the trailers are about half an hour.

So i've then said Fine then I'l go with them. Just before i go out i say to her that i wanted her to actually say to them that she wanted me with her "Well you want to see the movie" NO I FUCKING DONT!!! When it comes over picking a movie over my Fiance, i'd pick my fiance every time unless she says different. She said different and she didnt tell me or anybody else what she wanted, so i went.

Well Anyway it's 5:35 at this point and i go to the cinema. I tell the Other 2 that it's probably booked or we're too late. We get there and it's Booked. THANK FUCK!! Well anyway i get a ticket for tomorrow. "Hang on jonk" you say... "They are busy tomorrow playing football" Well Change a Plans, Plans a Change and now were going tomrrow.

Anyway i get home and Carolines in a right stress with me. SHE TOLD ME TO GO!!! Then started saying that i was the one who wanted to go. "I asked you what you wanted me to do, It didn't matter what i wanted" I Say "Why did you go then" She goes. "Because you wouldn't say that you wanted me to stay. I wanted to stay with you but you wouldnt tell them so i went.

I noticed that girls seem to do that sort of thing tho, They wont tell you what they want, How am i supposed to know what she wants if she dosen't say!!!