The worst week made good

Before you read... i wrote this at 6am when i was in Yorkshire and was way tired so without editing it which i wont... i may have expressed myself without barriers.



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So its the first blog update since the start 2012 and a lot has happened so let's crack on.

Last week I found out that I was I have been asked to take what was here down. This involved my proper friendship end with Dave, which was inevitable eventually. It took Hayley for me to see the light really. I'm not going to go into why but let's just say someone has been naughty and someone asked for some advice from me, They could either take it or leave it. They left it dispite several warnings from others. I didn't want to be involved in the first place and I was dragged in by Dave and I was accused of lying so yeah I couldn't stay quiet any more.

I didn;t get any work done while I was away. I still have 1000 words to write so after ive uploaded this i'll be on it... so don't disturb me! I have other work that needs doing right after also so thats mega important too. I might have to change uni to make things less expensive for my second year. Maybe Yorkshire or somewhere near may be an easier option. My finance at the moment isnt worrying me too much, providing the right people get paid and I dont go mental on it.

So with everything and travel times it's effected my sleep. I went through 3 days with 5 hours sleep – Not advisable. It was at the point where alcohol had no effect and I was jibbering about things that had no relevance in life. And when I did wake up I was a jelly till I had breakfast. Went with Tom and had a few drinks to places and looked at what they were doing in Bradford so yeah was a good week.

Although the highlight was getting the things with Ruby planned and sorted, I dont think I could have done it without Hayley. I know first without her helping i'd have no food or stuff or be able to travel. Secondly I think I would be really depressed. But she kept my spirits high and which really means a lot. She met Tom and had a little drink before she had to scoot off and get her son. We spent yesterday shopping because she needed a few things, and she got me a box of sweets from the Haribo shop (I Know... a shop just with haribo in) and told me it was to concentrate on my studys. She knows sweets help.

It's weird what she does know actually. Im sure half the time i've not said and it's what i've put on this blog (BTW if your wondering why I am writing this blog instead of uni work its because i'm writing this on a bed at Castle bobskull, West Yorkshire with no internet or recorces to do my report). I guess when you look back in the past you never know that the person you saw like 3 times would become an important and caring person enough to do something like this. I think that's what she's became because I know she's doing what best for Ruby, but she's also thinking about me and I think she know's i'd have probably been really down. I really dont know how to thank her enough for everything she's done :') . I've never had anybody do something like that. I'm going to stop telling you how amazing she is before I reveal too much. I'm tired and vulnerable.

Anyway I'm supposed to be catching a train at 9 or 10 but I might try and get a little more sleep before I go. Anywayle thats it. Go away. :P