Is nobody innocent?

Why do people have to play games? I mean I'm a total big kid right (I rode my kick scooter to uni today. I'm pleased), so I'm all up for games, but ones that mess with your feelings... well I'm all gamed out. I don't want to play this game any more. Why can people just not be innocent. I mean everyone is in for personal gain or just to get their kicks.

One example - Someone I know i said Hi to the other day totally ignored me. This has happened again since and for some reason they can't even look at me. I don't know what I've done to deserve that but thanks for letting me know because I'm mentioning you on Facebook.

I think I might be a little paranoid as far as what people think. I wont go too much into this but i think i should probably twist it to something amusing. I mean... I've not said anything funny for ages on this blog.

In the old days I'd have blogged about people i work with and change the names. But 6 years ago nobody i knew had a blog other than Rich and facebook didn't exist. Now all this social networking has kicked off it's a different story. Anyway if this was the case i'd look at uni. I get on with most people at uni (I'd like to emphasise the word MOST... In fact I'd say all but one, Oh and there is one I wish I was getting on better with but hey it's cool as it is).

Putting this aside I think I may be coming across as too childish or maybe a little like I'm coming across as smart as I actually am. I ask a lot of silly questions anyway, sometimes im joking, sometimes im just curious, other times i do it for my own entertainment just to see what answer i get - and better the devil you know as to why i ask the question but the fact i have the courage to ask and not worried about looking stupid must be a good thing.

Yeah, might not know big words, or the Roman Empire. And I Don't know much about history, Don't know much biology, Don't know much about a science book, Don't know much about the french I took. But what i do know is that I might have ripped that from Sam Cook's song wonderful world but this is where i am smart - I might only know when the war happened because the BBC closed during it, and i'm smart enough to connect the dots when i need to, but ask me about radio and TV and i can go on forever.

Even though i know lots of stuff about radio though, feel like i should know more about things like history and big words.

Anyway i dunno how i got to writing this much, i was only gonna come on and say (In a Marvin the paranoid android manor) that i'm feeling rather drained, tired, depressed and suffering from this terrible pain in all the diodes down my left side.

I just can't be bothered to do the work i should be doing right now. I think I'll record my sound effects in the morning, go to bed early and have a chirpy start to the day. I also have to prep for the new show on Wednesday and think of funny things

I'm in Yorkshire this weekend, so you crazy cats that i don't have - keep an eye out for me.

Oh and would like to say thankyou for reading :). I've gone on a bit eh? Blablabla!