Waiting for a meteor Episode 2

So i have had this on-going awkward moment for a few months now that's made me do things that i wouldn't usually do. I sort of brought this one onto myself anyway but i guess sometimes you cant control your feelings about someone. Im hoping this one will actually help me move on from it.

It's one of those classic he likes her but its not the same back stories where the guy wants it so much he should have let go ages ago and instead of getting heart broken again, the plan was to just to let things calm down.. which they didnt because things don't go to plan and things got worse which led to texts the poor girl didn't really deserve. So now i've not only made myself look even more like a dick but i look like a looney now and damaged a friendship that only comes in like a million years... Yahoo for me. If that meteor had come before all this happened then maybe everyone wouldn't feel so bad.

So i'm going pull myself together and hopefully fix things that i messed up there providing shes a good enough friend to forgive me, and to be honest i wouldnt blame her. But that;s the end of that, no more shall be mentioned on this blog.

On a sillier note... I was dragged round the shops yesterday where my 4 year-old decided that i was going to have more sweets than her, and that we were spending too much time in the toy shop. More time needed to be played in the sand outside the place I spent £20 to get into which was crap anyway because all the exhibitions at eureka! are falling apart or occupied by the people breaking them through over use. It was like the episode of the simpsons where they were at itchy and scratchy land. This robot that looked like something out of the Mash advert, and the tv screen behind it was a big CRT screen and i sware that the machine they used to calculate how many people used that pc was an actual BBC computer from the 80s.

Right... I have an assignment due in wednesday, an exam to revise for by Thursday, and a number of other things i need to do by friday, and an editing shift tomorrow on Jazztown 87.7FM so i think it's bed time.

Nighttttt!