no happy bunny

im on the train and something is on my mind. without going into it too much someones attitude towards me has got to me. i've been thinkin about something since the last few weeks thats kind of become more of an issue and with this all in mind its just grown. and its caused me to make a decision i didnt want to make, and even if my mind is changed i know my inside ive made the decision and i can putthe face om even tho im truly not happy i'd do it for a friend. im good at putting on a face. a face that was on today and a face that hasnt come off since last friday at wychwood. if i can still be a clown when my life colapsed in 2009 then i sure as hell can now. anyway im gona try and forget about it rite now. i just went past a sack of sand