A while ago I went to the Doctors after a psychology student friend said its a possibility that i have Aspergers as i seem to have trouble socialising. For instance, meeting new people - I'm fine with, i like going to socials and that sort of stuff. I'm not outgoing but prepared to take risks and once i get used to people or my surroundings i'm ok. But on the other side of it i'm no good at sustaining a conversation unless theres something i can personally associate with. making friends that i want to keep hold of, although i want to, i totally fail and rely on other people to see the good in me and attempt to do something.
One of my main things that frustrate me is when i am talking to a friend and then their friend comes along. I go quiet. I dont know why. And its like ive started all over again, the doctor doesnt see this as a problem but to be honest it is an issue to me, because it makes no sense. Some friends say its part of being human but it really doesn't feel like that.
I went to the Doctors and she did a quick test. By this time i was already on medicine which may have effected the results of the test as (From what i'm aware) this medicine is prone to easing it off a little. The results of the test came back that i was 3 points off from being over this line of "normality" which was roughly 1 question, so she said that i have traits of Aspergers but i don't fall under it. Although im starting to think she may be wrong. It gets me down a little that i cant seem to click with people quicky.
Hmmm
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Think positive and creative thoughts...
Yeah :) lots of stress goin down lol
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